Tuesday, June 11, 2013
Back in year 2010 when Formspring was one of the social sensation, I was frequently asked regarding love/relationship questions. It was an amazing experience till it last, and people wondered why how did my answers sounded sensible when I have no relationship experiences back then. Until today, though questions raised are becoming more subtle, there are people who questioned how do I maintain my relationship & how do I make it last.
My take is, all relationships are unique. Relationships are not mathematical, it doesn’t work with a specific formula. I feel that a relationship will last if you are with the right person & handling things the right way. Matin and I do experience cranky days from time to time, and got ticked off over the tiniest things sometimes. During those times, one of us remind another that there’s no need to argue over small things - focus on the solution not the problem. We realized, after one terrible tiff to another, that we wasted so much effort retaliating and retorting with each other instead of carefully discussing them. Nothing comes out from all the anger that were displayed. At the end of the argument, the problem still lies around.
We are supposed to be with each other, not against each other. The 22 months of being together, without any displeasing dramas or break-ups & cheating in between, is one of the blissful things that can happen to us. Matin love me in ways that I dreamed to be loved, and in ways that none other can. And at times, in surprising ways.
10th June 2013 was unforgettable. Both of us get to meet a lovely soul, and Matin was full of emotions. So did I. Pleasure, joy, exhilaration, fecility, delight & whatever other synonyms to contentment. At some points of the day he asked me if I am willing to marry him. But of course, those are one of the things he will have to wait & find out when he officially proposes, wouldn’t it?
What kind of question, I thought. Couldn’t he tell by the way I expressed my future? And then the question pops again, through Whatsapp. But this time the question were structured - simple yet perfect.
Anybody would consider such a great man - pampering me with affection, love, hospitality and also goods. I do not live a day not getting to eat what I want to eat, doing what I want to do, wanting things that I want and yearning for attention. He provides me all and its more than enough. I’m not only in love with my best friend, but his presence makes me more in love with my present and my future. In every turn, I will always find you there.
Thursday, June 6, 2013
I can barely escape from being a pink and Hello Kitty lover. During my twenty-first birthday, though supposedly turning into an official adult, I received the most loveliest Hello Kitty purse from my child hood best friend. We had been the greatest HK fans since forever!
I think that a person’s iPhone tells alot about the person. Most diva girls have their skins to be full of glitters or cases of luxury brands - Moschino, Chanel, Marc Jacobs & Juicy Couture - just to name few. Something edgy, elegant or trendy that they ever scrolled across in Tumblr or Instagram popular page. It is important for girls to have their iPhones perfectly groomed since we are always seen with iPhones in our hands. Thus, they, too have to look cute & pretty.
On the other hand, there are also a bunch of trying to hard divas accessorizing their phones with jewelry stickers that comes off a day later and accompanied by jingling bells. What’s the point of that, I helplessly wondered? Bells… sounds like a lost puppy.
Wednesday, June 5, 2013
As some of you might know, at this point of my life, I have a big decision to make that can change everything.
This is every women’s desire. All these years I had pondered on the possible feelings that I will have when I learn such news. It should be the most beautiful and surreal feeling, I supposed. Then a few days ago, those feelings existed in me - among all the other emotions that instantly engulfed my little soul. It made me smile inside.
I refused to acknowledge the amount of worries. Hiding them beneath every atom of contentment, I broke the news to Matin, who surprisingly calmed me down. The sound of his voice made me tear, unknowingly, as he confessed how much he would love to take the opportunity. But he knew I was concerned about the life I had planned. This is too much of a surprise.
I am sure there are people who agree and disagree, but it all boils down to ourselves. Other people do not understand our expectations, our needs and our situations. What we had planned and what we wish to achieve. Even if we do not take this chance, I solemnly pray that there is another chance for us - at the rightful moment.
One thing for sure, as I’ve seen it in his comforting eyes, he handled it like he was ready and charged for this. Still feeling I am the luckiest lady ever. xx
Tuesday, June 4, 2013
I’m using Freshkon dear, Baby Aqua & Warm Hazel now. I used to wear Freshkon Dezigner lenses too its not bad :)